ramblings of a man with no purpose

im bored

life sucks

i hate everybody

today is just a day of nothing

after a month of nothing

after a year of nothing

after a decade of nothing

after a lifetime of nothing

everyday the pain gets worse

people get worse

i get worse

i dont see a day of joy

i dont see a moment of happiness

sorrow is consuming

pain is everlasting

death is innevitable

i dont see the point of people living

when all you do is complain

life is short

i have come to hate myself over the years due to the fact that no matter what i do i cant stand anyone or anything....... all i see all day is anger and sorrow..... im consumed by darkness and i feel at peace knowing that i will die....... i hate to see all these people everyday..... but lonliness is hard........ everyday day gets shorter..... every moment is fleeting....... and god damn it just sucks........ i really cant see how anyone can love something knowing that even love ends.......... in the end all we can do is say...... people suck...... im bored...... and today is gonna end.......

I am going to the hospital o YAY!!!!! im gonna get there at about 9 or so......... people  please call my cell phone!!!!

Wow

holy shit im updating my xanga again..........................................................

spring breaks starts today at 2:20 for me..................